defectivejunk: Alta

Don't give narcotics the credit my blood, sweat and tears deserve.

long term side effects:
brain damage, heart attacks, heart attacks, diarrhea, heart ache, forgetfulness, brain damage, unknown (A), unknown (B), unknown 7. short term side effects: complications in pregnancy and labor and labor day, drinking, drunkenness, affection for sound, and brain damage. sensitivity training will be required for sensitive skin, toothpaste and tooth enamel decay, long term short term effects also predispose to incoherency and a lack of appetite followed by extreme situations and adult language, partial nudity may follow followed by forty days of rain and partly cloudy skies with half a chance of total eclipses for Tuesday, calling for tornadoes in the next three to four hours followed by skin poisoning and battleships you sunk my battleship

you sunk my battleship, you sunk my carrier, you sunk my brain I think you sunk my sink and my glasses and my vegetable garden I grow my own vegetables so I can put them on pizza I think I'll go order a pizza gee I'm hungry and tired and sleepy and sick and tired and diseasey and dozy and hungry and thirsty and unknown carrier of disease Zyklon B

and some brain damage

I like pepperoni but usually only when it's good and done I don't really like it when it's burnt and I hate it when it's soggy but when it's in between those two, wow I really love pepperoni I kind of like sausage but not really but I'll eat it I mean I like it but I don't really love it not as much as pepperoni anyway boy I could eat pepperoni all the time if it's really good and done

good and done is the key, not burnt, good and done, can't be burnt, never ever burnt

here's the end I can feel it coming why did I do that why did I do all of that all of those years why did I abuse myself and myself and that and myself, why couldn't I see what was going to happen, and now everything fades out and now I'm gone, but wait I'm not gone I'm still here, and I feel better than ever, wait a minute what happened I don't understand, I just don't understand what's going on here, I suppose you don't understand either, no one ever understands, I sure don't. What just happened? Am I losing my mind, it is all the abuse the self-abuse the abuse of abuse and the abuse of you and understanding and happenings and abuse in general abuse? Did I miss an important fact miss an fact importantly fact miss fact, no I don't think I did then what did I do to make this happen, what has happened, happened, understand what has happe ne d, one day I happened to understand one day I will understand?...

i guess
that wasn't
the end .. ..

I guess this

is .. ..

...maybe not. I don't know. I still don't audnersatand ...


do yo uue nersderstand?

it's as American as apple pie,
sunsets, baseball, a walk in the
park on a rainy day, a walk on
the beach, pollution, hypocrisy,
patriotism as chic, blue jeans
and playing catch with your dog
while your son does his homework

happy and goofy pills
everyone wants what I need
and they get what they desire
and I only get worse

I need to lay off the smack.
Except, I'm not on smack so I can't lay off it.

It's really quite a predicament I've found myself in.

Things are going to get worse before they get better.

everyone hates me
hey even I do
but Jesus, everyone hates me but jesus
and sometimes I don't know about him

(Him?) (..him .. ) Him

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